after a long time break

hello folks!
i'm certainly know.it must be a loooong time ago since i wrote my last post right. hehehe
yeah, after that FKUI TRIP.my sense of writing in english just obtused. and i don't know why.
actually i've got lots of thing to write but i couldn't translated in english.so i just kept in my head.

• tomorrow will be my last day of an ILP's exam i'm a very AFRAID of it.don't know why.maybe because i was the donkest girl in a class.really i've get nerves on it.my skill of vocab is WORST so do my tenses. i really not smart on those two fatal things.i don't know. even i've been practiced english since i was in elementary.still, i can't use in properly. fiiiuuuuuh.it's a bit frustating remembered how i really overwhelmed with that stupid exam last friday.i wish i will be successful with my exam tomorrow.pray for me ya ;-)
  
• last satnight i hung out with some friends to ka pita's wedding party-fyi, ka pita is nia's sister and nia is my bf in high school :) i went there with shasa and thika by thika's car.we goof around there and of course takes some silly picture.hahaha.it will release soon !
• my weight is increase 3 kg.zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz it was getting frustated at the beginning but i'd try not to lebay and do some exercise to control it. you know, i hadn't been get ANY exersice since lebaran wich is 2 or 3 months ago :'(
  

FKUI Trip

well , last tuesday . Me , Hima , and Cyo went to FKUI at Salemba . we want to joined to Tes Minat Bakat . it such a psikotes, but more specific because, with this test we will know what is the real talent that we have . we took the form, we decided to take that test at 10 August. which has the same time with karimah and her friends take the test. and after we filled it, we hang around in the area . it was kinda fun trip .While in there Hima and Cyo were very excited. they both want to be a doctor , and really wants to study in there. so it necessary for me to see how excited they are. they clingak-clinguk and walk around like kids. oh, they both took lots of picture too. this is one of pictures we took together :)

This is Hima and me in front of FKUI building

p.s : i aint sent any photos to my handphone yet. this is the one i have . another photos will be add soon :)

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it's raining out there . and i'm getting bored with my laptop . you know , it's been more than 4 hours i'm surfing on the internet. and my eyes getting irritate. this is the most BORING satnight i've ever had T_T . Actually , my friends asked me to accompanny with them to kemang festival , yesterday. and i said ok to them . but , today . my body is absolutelly not ok . i nearly vomitted at kopaja , when i on the way home from depok. ah , it was an embarresing accident and i aint retell to anyone. back to the topic. i came home. and when i arrived, i've got headache. njrit! why accindent always come ! last night, my head was hit the bed. then, my stomach was getting sore. sh*t. whereas i really want to kemang festival today ! wtf ! why i've got a sick in the same time with kemang festival opened ! huhuhuhu . so , with heavyhearted (i don't know what's the right word for "berat hati" is this correct ?) i told my friends that i couldn't come. huhuhuhu. i REALLY want to come to KEMANG FESTIVAL . huhuhu . i want to see or maybe buy some clothes and bracelet , and many girl stuff which is sale in there . huhuhu . but , my mom is planning to go to kemang festival tomorrow . i still try to persuade my mom to invite me . wish me luck ! hehehehe

i skip my school for today

the reasons are . .
1 . i really bored with my acitvity . don't know why
2 . i hate being popular . include to socialize with 'it girl' too
3. i did 'it' . that equals , i screw up my day for now , and the next day
4. i've got TP . telat pulang . it is one of a kind of silly rules , which is my stupido school had

i'm lost , don't know what should i do , and don't know what i've been done yesterday . i just hope i didn't act like a cowards or nerdy girl yesterday . i REALLY don't wannabe like the old days . when i still being a coward and a nerd girl , who had a fat body , and wore glasses . and usually do 'it' . i don't want to be like those girl anymore . but, how could i change my bad attitude ? please help me . i'm totally in lost right now . .

What is a friends are for ?

a week ago , i went to school , and met some friends. some of them , was being dislike me , and the others are netral . i met them and say hello like usuall. sounds weird , because me and my friends is still play and hang out together . but , i fell different since i being ignored before . actually , all my friends was quite forgive me . but , there is one of my friend (whose always i called a double face) she's always try to manas2in keadaan untill my friends hates me again :'(. but, three days ago . a miracle happened :) . in the beginning, dhika was greeting me on msn . i chat with her, we were gossiping and laugh together like the old days . then , nia greeting me ! it rather surprised me , because she's almost never greeting me since i've got a fight with dhika . sounds lebay , but i'm soo happy that night . although i tell to everyone that i reliefed those girls . but deep in my heart , it still hurt saw my friends one by one leaved me . hahahha . the day after (which was two days ago) i hang out with nia in pim . we ate a lot of sushi and we talked a lot . and i feel soo comfortable :) finally , i can make a conclusion . friend are for we stuck on any problem , for cheer we up , for share any feel we had . and temen yg sebenarnya itu , akan kembali pada kita walau apapun kondisinya :)

what is supposed to do on your diet ?

if you know, please tell me . coz sadly , i really don't know how to do a real straight diet . 2 days ago . my friends in ilp told me , that i was more fatty than before . i ain't shocked but they're words were still in my mind . i was thinking during the class and the next day . i was fasting . yes , in my family . fasting is like one of a way to be more slim and healthy . it's like were belief : . i supposed to pay my fine in ramadhan before . but , in fact i don't buka puasa . untill , the next day ! yap , i don't eat and drink all day long ! if you thought i weird , yeah . maybe you're right . i don't know . is this called anorexia or not . but , this is the way i choose to do my diet . almost one year ago , i do the same way . and voila ! my weight loss 2-3 kg for 3 days ! at the first time , i didn't believe how it could be happend . but , now i believe this is a way too loose some kilos of my body . but , besides that . i doing some excersice too . like , treadmill , jogging , and skipe rope every night (honestly , the all excerses i do . it depends on my mood to do it . so it's not a routine :P) for skipe rope , there's two reason why i choose it . first : to loose my weight of course . and second part is : to add my height ! sadly , i'm a poor short and fatty girl . (luckilly , i'm not too ugly :P) please , if some of you know how to solve this problem . i BEG you to share with me . please ? :)

BORED

is getting bored in here . my mom is going with my sister and my dad is nowhere . everybody is going now . even my housemaid too ! jeez . i'm alone at home now . feel lonelly , and scary . what i can do now , just typing with my laptop and repost this . i still kikuk with my close friends in high school . yeah , since "that" case . i feel further with my friends . especially nhya and dhika . plus , there is one person whose always burnt those girls with some doktrin . jeez , i really hate this mean girls . why i can have a good relationship with kind of this girl before ? huuuuh . now , i just hope and pray that was clear and we can get nice time like we had before .

well finally , i make it

actually , it had been a long time ago when i had a really new blog . but , i really didn't understand how to make it :) so , i decided to make a new one . and tried my poor english as well . god , i really bad in english ya know . but i tried to fix them while i post in this blog :3 well , here goes my story