failure is the success of the pending

i just wish that wise words really works. because i failed in USM II ITB and this means i failed for every PTN test which i joined in. it's very sad right? everybody cheers me. they said "maybe your way is not in here zsa, maybe god have another plans for you." or "failure is the success of the pending. so keep fighting and pray for the best zsa." but hell-ooo . . .

1. i'm sure my way is being a technical student of Institute of Technology Bandung. ITB is my dream since i was 13th !
2. okay maybe failure is the success of the pending. but, when my success comes to me if it always pending? until when? should i waiting it forever? jeeeez

i can't think logically now (after that prom fuck night to be correct. i really need someone to calm my soul and my mind down but i don't know who she or he is. maybe you have any suggestion ?

when the winds go away they never turns back. and because i am the wind there's no chance for me to turns back

i'm in the middle of watching korean drama Boys Before Flowers. and i'm terribly addict with the main actor goo joon pyo >,< . the words above is

one of my favorite quotes in this drama-these words really describe my situation now isn't it ? :p

this drama is based on manga Hana Yori Dango. basically i'm a big fan of Hana Yori Dango so that i loved all drama that narrated about it. hehehhe. but i think this is THE BEST drama of Hana Yori Dango. all personnel of F4 is incredibly GORGEOUS. not mention to lebay, but the fact that F4 is really make me hysteria is correct. ahhahahha i really recommend you all to watch this drama. hahhaha

all personnel of F4 it's incredibly awesome! i love it hahahahha

lee min hoo i want you soo baad aaaaaaarggggggghhhh Lebay mode : on