Friday, March 6, 2009

a tears month

well hell-o everyone.i'm sorry for the very late update.i just quite busy with my final exam and every kind of test to the university like SIMAK UI,UTUL UGM,blablabla. i've became an unsocial people since february till now.i just attended sidney's birthday party in hilton and it's like a guilty pleasure for me because most of my friends has been studying.and times goes very fast then calendar show that day is the first day of march . which is SIMAK UI began.i've study damn hard till my ass off and i eat a lot becouse my nervous and guess what i've got?! i'm CRYING.yes, crying like a baby at the end off simak tes. i really CAN'T STOP MY TEARS FALLING DOWN because i didn't do my best at the test.i doubt to answered because i scared my scored will be minus and my brain is blank at the moment i saw the question so i couldn't answer the question either the easiest one.i really feel guilty with my parents because of it.i feel terrible as a daughter and a human.thousand time i regreted why i aint answered the question which was i could answered but because of nervous, so i didn't answered it :'( mom, dad if you are read this post you will know that your daughter really feel sorry for her lazyness,dumbness,and lamenesses. especially you dad, i feel sorry if couldn't made you proud. i swear i'll try soo hard to reach ptn so it makes your struggle will not end in smoke :')