searching for a pain killer

I try to speak, but my words never catch the air

Like you never knew I was there

Take me back to the days when you really cared

Can we make love re-appear?

I can't go on the roads too long

And now all is said and done

I can't go forward if my heart's still where i'm coming from

lemar-time to grow

i broke up and it's still hurt till now. our relationship was less than a month, but for me it's like a year  :'(  i cried a lot but it's okay now. i don't know how to say.maybe he kind of boring with me, or he didn't like me anymore. i just feelin that he was change since our 2 weeks relationship. i told you before, that is a lot of similarities between me and him and i guess because of that we better end up and started our new relationship as a friend :)

i learned a lot from him. and i hope he can learned from our relationship too. after triple times being relationship i guess this is the most painful. but i found it fun too :')  

for now, i tried so hard focused on studying and my last day being high school student. 

pray for me ya ;)

ps : Poy, if you read this i just want you to know that i still waiting for you for being opened with me like your promised. and i really wanted that day will come soon :)