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eventough at the very first time i can't get the joyed from join in twitter but now, i think i can't get the excitement a bit :p well peopleeeeeeee, please follow me on

http://twitter.com/larazaannisa

i'll be very glad if you all mentions mine on your tweets. cheers xoxoxo -Zsa2

p.s : i had a wonderful holiday with my jhs's and my girls all stories is coming up next post, so sorry can't told ya for now, because i have loads of assignment to do :(

college's life

wells, it's nearly 2 months since i was pass in snmptn's. and now, i'm quite adapted with new college, new routine, and of course new friends :). they're all nice and really made my day endured in bandung :) but the funny fact is : some of them are connected with my friends in jakarta. like : her ex boyfriend is my friend's boyfriend, or my curhat's boyfriend is her old hts-an's. ahhahah sorry for the gado2 language.these fact always make me laugh, and realize that the worlds around me is connected each other. it makes me feels curious what else story will connected mine with others. hahahahahahah

another happy ending but sad beginning :"(

hoy-aaaa readers
so soooowi for the late (like usual) update

i just want all of you to know that i FINALLY accepted as an undergraduate student of economy at UNIVERSITAS PADJAJARAN bandung in SNMPTN's test !

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH



it was like an electric shock for me at the first time. even i re-checked for a thousand times, i still can't believe that i got it :') you know, i felt unbelievable happy saw the magic word
C O N G R A T U L A T I O N in my account test :")
but, at the same time i felt dissapointed because i failed (again) to entered ITB (since unpad is the second choice, my first choice is SAPPK ITB) - yeah maybe this is the bad side being human. they all never satisfied for what they got, include me - but hellooo . . .

• i didn't study hard for the test
• i didn't clever like amal did, for 3 years in high school
• even my presented absences in school was lame (fyi my absences for a year in senior year is 20 absences zzzzz)

so i warned my self that maybe entered unpad is another chance for me from god, to study more and keep on trying to take snmptn's next year untill i wear that tosca jacket (with ganesha as a logo) :))

thanks to ALLAH who can make me entired PTN. alhamdulillaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

now, i can officially said :

Goodbye high school, welcome COLLEGE !

wohoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

but the bad thing is, Nia (one of my bestfirend who gave me an 18th birthday surprise) can't entered unpad like i do. because she's also accepted at uns with the same major she gets in unpad zzzzzzzzzzz. her dad and her oldest sister didn't allowed her to it. because they thinks jatinangor is to freedom for her. darn huhuhuhuh i feel bad for her. one of the reason i chose UNPAD as a second choice is because she accepted on it. if i knew the end is like this, i prefer ui as a second choice really (in real i choose ui as the last choices). for the next 2 weeks, i must leave karimah, citra, dhika, and nia as well unyuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. i am really sad to think that i must life without those guys around zzzzzzzz

P.s : i really had a great time with my junior high friends at carita beach (pictures comin up. and yeah i still can't move on from my stupid ex boyfriend but i tried to make it as possible as i could :)

H O L I D A Y (while i am free like a bird :)))

goes to anyer with my classmate

goof around with nia and dhika

get a safari night with my dearest family

hang around with my citra and karimah after we officially graduates :)

how about yours ? i've been busy these day about junior high's reunion , waiting for the snmptn's result , and goof around with my schoolmates ( we purposed to fill loads of sweet memories before were all separate for college :'(

confession of a broken heart (mau muntah bacanya

LEBAY period. jeez i really hates this REALLY. everytime i couldn't sleep well, everytime i do nothing in my room, every moment after we keep in touch, or everytime i saw he's picture in facebook. that flashback comes to me automatically and constantly. that pain, that tears, that happy, that passion, all mixed up in my mind. sometimes i embarrassed why i must fall in love with this sucks guy, but somehow i feel like my heart is empty, like my tears would be falling down again because of this guy. i know i miss him really bad, i know deep in my heart i still waiting for him, wait untill he likes me again one day. but i know, that he don't like me anymore, he dumped me because he bored with me, and i like a rubbish bin in his eyes. i know it all . but hey, love is blind right? and because of it, i can see or even think clearly why i'm supposed to do now. i ignored every advice comes to me like "masuk kuping kiri keluar kuping kanan". well, maybe i do some advice at first. but, day by day i do on my own. maybe some people think i'm lost, drama queen, blablabla. but, i know some of you know this feeling. this feeling when you lose something while you like it. it hurts right ? it perfectly hurts when it becomes a first time. i told you thousand times, it was my very first time that i like a guy so much. and i don't know why my very first love must "awarded" to him ? a skinny, black, thin, and a donkey guy like him.

gosh -_-

Oh, Oh

I'm not missing you

Been through just about everything that I could go through

When it comes to relationships

Don't know what I was missing or why I ain't listen

When I told myself that was it

Now here I go, hurt again

Cause of my curiosity

Now that its over

What else could it be he just had to cheat

I made a promise never to settle

Why didn't I keep it?

'Cause I hated the heartbreak

Crying and cheating, the fooling around

[Chorus:]

(But) I'm not missing you

I'm not going through the motions

Waiting and hoping you call me

I'm not missing you

You might have had me open

But I must be going because

I got life to do

I know I'm usually hanging on

I used to hate to see you gone

But this time its different

I don't even feel the distance

I'm not missing

I'm not missing you

Its a shame in a way cause

I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me

Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face oh

Will my true love ever be?

Why would I go on a search again

When I know what the end will be

What good is love when it keeps on hurting me?

I made a promise never to settle

Why didn't I keep it?

'Cause I hated the heartbreak

Crying and cheating, the fooling around

No I can't be with you

Cause I'm scared felt like I was falling when you left me

I can't keep going through life

Unaware of what I missed

And the person I could be

Love's good when its right

And when it's left in your memory

All the times I let you down

I guess love will be nice for someone else's life

(But) I'm not missing you

I'm not going through the motions

Waiting and hoping you call me

(I'm not missing you)

You might have had me open

But I must be going because

(I got life to do)

I know I'm usually hanging on

I used to hate to see you gone

(I used to hate it)

Oh different, oh see the distance

I'm not missing

I'm not missing you

I'm not going through the motions

Waiting and hoping you call me (knockin' at my door)

You might have had me open

But I must be going because

I know I'm usually hanging on

I used to hate to see you gone

Oh different, feel the distance

Stacie Orrico - I'm not missing you

one of my bestfriends recommends me to listen this song, because she found that this song is really i am for now. hahahhahahah. but, it's a good song really. i began to love it :)

ps : ga papa kan yah mau curcol sekali-kali kan yah. maaf kalo terlalu radikal atau apalah namanya :)

H o l i d a y raaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwrrr

Holiday activities (before USM ITB II) :

studying for every PTN tests

met some friends

flashback about the heartbreaker *it really sucks but i did it jeez -,-

vyna, and me @ Bandung (when i applied my form for USM ITB II

K A R A O K I

(my voice really "kebanting" with vyna's bahahahhaha

studying for usm itb's (again

so sorry for the very late updates guys :)

i'm very busy with every tests : UMB-PTN (Ujian Masuk Bersama Perguruan Tinggi Negeri), SNMPTN's (Seleksi Nasional Masuk Perguruan Tinggi Negri) and so on and so on.

here is some picture i took with my junior high friends in Bandung 2 months ago. between Bawono, me, Vyna, and Among. only Among got the test. he accepted in SITH ITB but, he told me that he still confused to take it. since he's got SI for BINUS University too. besides, he really hates Biology like i am. actually, he slip take that faculty. but it's too pity to leave that chance right? ITB gitu. so he's still confused till now. Bawono got's HI-UNPAD, Vyna got HI-UNPAR.

ONLY ME-the only one-WHO'S STILL NGANGGUR zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

i beg you all, prayed for me to have a miracle please :')

failure is the success of the pending

i just wish that wise words really works. because i failed in USM II ITB and this means i failed for every PTN test which i joined in. it's very sad right? everybody cheers me. they said "maybe your way is not in here zsa, maybe god have another plans for you." or "failure is the success of the pending. so keep fighting and pray for the best zsa." but hell-ooo . . .

1. i'm sure my way is being a technical student of Institute of Technology Bandung. ITB is my dream since i was 13th !
2. okay maybe failure is the success of the pending. but, when my success comes to me if it always pending? until when? should i waiting it forever? jeeeez

i can't think logically now (after that prom fuck night to be correct. i really need someone to calm my soul and my mind down but i don't know who she or he is. maybe you have any suggestion ?